confused about my sexuality?

Growing up, I always liked boys. When I was about 15, I thought hmm I might like girls, but quickly dismissed it. I think I suppressed these feelings for years - I'm 19 now and I've finally accepted that it's okay if I am gay. But I go through phases of wanting to sleep with men only, then wanting to sleep with women only. Right now, I couldn't imagine myself being with a man, but last month I couldn't imagine myself being with a woman. I feel like my preference changes every week and I'm so so so confused. I reject anyone who tries anything romantic with me because I don't know what I want. I don't really feel the need to label myself, I'll love whoever I want, but right now I just don't have a clue who I want. Anyone experienced similar?

8 Answers

  • Anonymous
    1 month ago

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  • Anonymous
    1 month ago

    I have gone through this experience, you are going through a phase of determining your sexual orientation, you will find yourself loving boys and at another time you love girls and you become confused, give yourself time and then you will settle on a clear sexual orientation maybe after a month

  • Robin
    Lv 7
    1 month ago

    Just be human and forget labels 

  • reme_1
    Lv 7
    1 month ago

    Call the LGBT ctr and talk to the counselor. 

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  • Craig
    Lv 5
    2 months ago

    You claim to have this all sorted out already.  "I don't really feel the need to label myself, I'll love whoever I want."  So that's fine.  You're done.  It doesn't get any clearer or simpler than that, at 19.  You know everything that ANYbody ever knows about themselves at that age - and everything you NEED to know.

    Apparently nobody ever suggested to you (or you weren't listening) that you might feel attractions to individuals of either gender.  So you are surprised and confused to discover that what people have been saying all along is true.  Many adolescents have that experience.  It's nothing to be put off by.

    Just continue as you are.  If you meet a boy who you want to date and he wants to date you, then do so.  If you meet a girl like that, do so.  You aren't necessarily going to have a "preference" between boys and girls.  You don't need to "have a clue", as you say.  You might develop one after trying it a few times - or you might not.

    It's okay.  Take a couple of deep breaths and relax.  You aren't breaking any rules.  

  • 2 months ago

    Yes that's called schizophrenia it can be treated by a psychologist

  • ?
    Lv 4
    2 months ago

    Sexuality can be very fluid for some people so that sounds like what you are going through. I’d say you are probably bisexual. But you don’t need to use a label. Check out the Kinsey scale of sexuality. That might help explain some.

  • Anonymous
    2 months ago

    Sounds like you might be pansexual. But as you said, quite rightly, no need for a label. Love who you want. 

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