Why can’t I do anything?
I’m typically a very motivated, independent person. I like to do things for myself in a very particular way, but sometimes I can’t do anything. I know I have to do something. I tell myself “if I just do it, it’ll be better.” But I feel so paralyzed in these situations. I physically cannot make myself get up and do things. Why? It makes me feel so lazy and so disgusting that I can’t do simple tasks like pick my blanket up off the floor or grab a water for myself.