What is wrong with me? Why does this keep happening?
OK, every time I go to see the nurse to have my blood taken, I start sweating heavily, my heart starts racing and I begin to go all numb all over and when she does that small talk with me, I feel like my tongue is in knots and I can't even speak then I get a sore stomach like I'm nervous about something. Same thing happened today only something really embarrassing happened as well. I ended up with an erection, I feel so humiliated by all of it. Why does this keep happening to me? And why is it always her? Every time a different nurse does it, nothing happens. It happens when I see her at the store as well (I know her outside the doctor's, we grew up on the same street as kids), I act all embarrassed and try to hide from her. Why?