Anonymous asked in Social SciencePsychology · 4 weeks ago

I don’t believe I am worthy of redemption.?

I know this isn’t technically a question but I genuinely don’t know how to word it. I was racist up until I was 13 a few years ago, and I don’t believe there’s any way for me to make up for it. I wasn’t physically violent, but I still hurt people emotionally, and they have to live with that for the rest of their life. There’s nothing I can do to make up for it. I keep telling myself the only way to make up for it is to die, but doing that wouldn’t undo my past, and it would also hurt my friends. I don’t believe I deserve a nice job, a house, or any quality of life. I don’t know what to do, but whenever I ask for advice, everyone either tells me I shouldn’t care about my past or they just focus on how t affected me. I need advice to stop being controlled by my guilt every second, since erasing myself from history won’t be happening any time soon.

2 Answers

  • 4 weeks ago

    God forgives and He loves you immensely John 3.16.

  • Anonymous
    4 weeks ago

    Everyone is worthy of redemption.

    Just live your life and forget what you did or said.

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