Anonymous asked in Social SciencePsychology · 2 months ago

Realized all people in my life are fake I was giving my care and attention to an empty hole?

I feel heartbroken. I am at the worst time in my life and my family became more abusive I realized how they were manipulating me for 30 years. All my friends either turned on me or left me when I hit rock bottom. When I say that I have no one I literally have no one. I feel stupid and used and that I let my family walk all over me and let me live in mental fear and took away best years of my life. I feel bad that I cared about my friends and invested in them care time attention just to be left out in the cold. I hate myself right now for being an idiot! 

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