What do I do?
I have been suicidal for the past month, seeing a psychiatrist and will be getting diagnosed today. This past week has been really ****. I found out I have feelings for my best friends girlfriend and she has feelings for me. Really strong one's. Yesterday I broke up with my girlfriend. A few days ago this girl broke up with my best friend. I have also found out that he has been emotionally abusing her for the past 4 years and I feel so angry at him and hurt. I had abuse throughout my childhood you you see. I've been helping her throughout it and she has been helping me. And I feel so guilty for the way I feel but she just helps so much I guess. My best friend doesn't know any of it but yeah it's ****. I feel so betrayed and I know he will feel the same. Its strange
Be the first to answer this question.