I feel emptiness and a craving to be filled when masturbate?

Hi I am a 21 year old female virgin. I masturbate about 3 times a day (no penetration) I find myself really upset and sometimes I even cry I long for something deeper inside of me if that makes sense but I fear penetration and I fear having sex ... So the question is do other people feel this way we masturbating... show more Hi I am a 21 year old female virgin. I masturbate about 3 times a day (no penetration) I find myself really upset and sometimes I even cry I long for something deeper inside of me if that makes sense but I fear penetration and I fear having sex ...
So the question is do other people feel this way we masturbating and how do you get over fear of sex/penetration
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