Why am I numb?

I am in college and I go to a really huge university with 22,000 undergrad students. There’s a lot of attractive people here, yet I don’t feel any attraction to any of them/ kinda feel disgust towards men/ don’t find the girls to be bold( which I like in a woman, I’m bi). I am in a moment where I’m trying to heal... show more I am in college and I go to a really huge university with 22,000 undergrad students. There’s a lot of attractive people here, yet I don’t feel any attraction to any of them/ kinda feel disgust towards men/ don’t find the girls to be bold( which I like in a woman, I’m bi). I am in a moment where I’m trying to heal from a bad relationship, which could explain why I feel the way I do, but I just find it weird that I’m not crushing on anybody or wanting anybody(besides the guy I was fixated on back home). I wouldn’t mind having sex with someone or having thoughtless fun. Why am I numb?
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