Stop and look at yourself and be honest, why not honor your parents and do the due man? Life is crap today without a good start, not like it was in the 70s when I left home at 17. Why can you not be one who takes care of business, so that when you are 30 and living well you can look back and say, Hey man my parents really love me. Stop being a burden and be an asset, get the best from life now while you can. The day will come and will will see that raising a kid these days is no picnic. Give your parents joy not grief, walk the walk man.