Could i be a pedophile?

Im 18. I have never, ever been attracted to little children, ever. I always loved the idea of having a daughter, and not for sexual reasons. There is this cute girl who i know for a while and she's 8. Last night when i was masturbating, and at the last minuted the thought of her giving a handjob to me... show more Im 18. I have never, ever been attracted to little children, ever. I always loved the idea of having a daughter, and not for sexual reasons. There is this cute girl who i know for a while and she's 8. Last night when i was masturbating, and at the last minuted the thought of her giving a handjob to me terrorized my mind. After i came i hated myself a lot and now I'm worried sick.
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