For a person like me, I have always wanted to work but not from home because the thought of staying home and working without competition or motivation never fits.
If you are struggling the same phase, you can try learning and apply for different jobs. This can make you realize what you want. In my opinion, the problem is inside ourselves, if we are happy inside, the world becomes a better place.
Also to earn big, you got to take small steps. I do fancy a specific environment to work in but it takes struggle and patience.