Atheists can give me some sign why you are not a Christian ?

My is I have lost faith after 20 years when I trust God I only turn insercure ,worthless I will blame myself why he don't answer me is it I'm too ugly or too evil so those one who beautiful get the answer andanyway whatever a God won't accept a pole dancer who attract lust if he exist... show more My is

I have lost faith after 20 years

when I trust God I only turn insercure ,worthless

I will blame myself why he don't answer me is it I'm too ugly or too evil

so those one who beautiful get the answer

andanyway whatever a God won't accept a pole dancer who attract lust if he exist


but I have no choice see my marks can't even go to ITE so only pole dancing is the way

and the main reason

I'm not pretty and if become christian can't have fun

so will be conversative,boring , and judging others like atheists ,agonstic
how will I find a bf like that 40 year old also can't find


so I rather be someone who has fun personality and can make jokes about thing unjudgemental of others accepting oof gays etc and ex jail convicts even I believe a ex convict who is rapist before deserve a chance


at least if have fun personality it can win over look like that I at least below 40 can marrige

and treat my mother in law coould even if she is atheists

and i wooo guys before but not pretty need to do that haha

which is against the bible rule so whatever

I prefer to be myself
Update: for Christian female need to be pretty one so they can be picky sorry not me I'm a plain jane with pearshape figure so i cant have high standard like christian need guy to same relgion as them

so christian please let of a plain jane girl haha
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