How do you come to terms with wishing to be somewhere else with a different life and feeling trapped?
but i often have euphoric thoughts and fantasies of wishing to be somewhere else with a completely different life? with the ideal relationships ive always wanted.
like before, i suddenly had the fantasy/wish to be far away, somewhere in rural southern america, with ideal-meaningful relationships and living a happy life...not the lonely darkness i live now, but the opposite, with a big busty blonde female partner....and i felt gutted that i'll never find that wish, because i imagined it, and imagined being happy in that fantasy.
is it so wrong to have wishes and fantasies like this? to want and wish to be somewhere else with a completely different life?....i feel like there is a euphoria out there that i'm missing out on.