How can i portray a different person if i think i might of burned bridges with people through being bitter/unfriendly?
i was originally a very loving, caring, compassionate person, very kind hearted....but for a long time now, ive portrayed to people the very opposite of who iam, an unfriendly, unlikable, bitter, stern and angry person...and an immoral character.
and now, i feel deeply sad and regretful about it, as that is not who i a really am....and i worry i may have burned bridges with people, created the wrong impression, and that i could end up alone completely once my parents are no longer around.....i have lived in a council flat for 14 years now on my own, living as a lonely hermit.
my mum and dad brought me up in a loving way and taught me to be respectful, polite to people, i was well brought up...but i'm afraid in my adult life, ive acted the opposite to how i really am and how i was raised..
i really don't want to end up alone and for people not to like me and think i'm not a nice person, shun me and alienate me.....people in society are unfriendly and standoffish with me as it is now.