It's great that you are reaching out for help. We understand how challenging it can be to struggle with both depression and social anxiety. Be assured that having these issues doesn't mean you are a bad person.
It's so important that you reach out for support from a trusted adult such as a parent, school counselor, teacher, coach, or minister. We would suggest getting evaluated by a medical doctor or mental health professional, and getting involved in counseling. It may help you to talk to a counselor at a hotline. Know that there is help out there for you and you are not alone.
Boys Town National Hotline 1-800-448-3000, www.yourlifeyourvoice.org