Part 2: They said stuff like, even if i change my program, I would still fail it anyways, so just try to graduate and we will just get you married. My mom never listens to me, for her only my sister is right, everything i do is wrong, unless my sister approves it. ( My sister and me are only 1 year apart)
After 4 years, I finally decided to drop the course and study accounting instead. So far I love it, I am currently getting a 80 gpa.
Also, I had part time job since I was 18 but when i started accounting I could really find one. Also i dont have my car license, ( I am 23 right now). My family thinks I am leaching off my sister, They don't believe I will graduate and get a job. They told my sister not to trust me.
Also, My sister is interest in social justice, I am too, like most people on the internet. But I also like gardening and art. They put me down because of that, they think gardening and art is for stupid people. They said I am just going to grow random plants as my mom and sister take care of me.
Once when we went to meet my uncle, my sister was talking about random political issue that almost everyone on internet knows. My uncle turned around to me and asked if i have any opinions on anything ( Note that iam really shy, and i dont feel like talking to people i dont like). My mom turned around and said "she doesn't anything about this, she knows alot about gardening". My uncle said I am very different I only liking gardening and art.
I am planning to move out and live on my own once I get a job and a car.
I have hard time getting my thoughts into words, So i dont really talk to anyone. know one ever understands me. People all ways disrespect me, and I just prove them right.