I'm so depressed.?

I live at home and am starting college next month. My life at my moms is awful. Everyday I get brought down and my family constantly makes rude comments about me. I'm so tired. My dad is not in the picture so I can't go to his house. I work but not often and my family doesn't understand that my job... show more I live at home and am starting college next month. My life at my moms is awful. Everyday I get brought down and my family constantly makes rude comments about me. I'm so tired. My dad is not in the picture so I can't go to his house. I work but not often and my family doesn't understand that my job depresses me because I work in a nursing home and see people dying all the time. I'm mentally exhausted. I often think about just killing myself so I can go and live up in heaven and not having to deal with this anymore. I don't have any real friends and I feel so alone. How can I get out of this household. Please help me. Please.
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