Why can’t I be happy?

I’m on antidepressants, i’ve been through therapy, I have friends I love wholeheartedly, I exercise, think positive thoughts and do a plethora of other blissful activities. So why am I still not happy in life? I’m only 15 years old, but i’ve felt this way since i can remember. Am I just programmed to be depressed,... show more I’m on antidepressants, i’ve been through therapy, I have friends I love wholeheartedly, I exercise, think positive thoughts and do a plethora of other blissful activities. So why am I still not happy in life? I’m only 15 years old, but i’ve felt this way since i can remember. Am I just programmed to be depressed, anxious, and hate myself? Why does the thought of ending my life make me so hopeful? I am living in a daydream.
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