That would be pretty pathetic, like a desperate fool obsessing over an unrequited love. But you know, she's pretty good at convincing herself... She even wrote a book about it. And she's been at this game since the 90's. In the 90's she was saying, "Dear diary, Bill loves me, and Monica and all the other women are liars." And in 2016, she was saying, "Dear diary, the USA loves me, and it was my turn, and I got cheated because Bernie ruined it by not supporting me enough like he should have, and the American people should have believed that Trump colluded with Russia because I paid people millions of dollars to make them believe it and its their fault people didn't believe them, not mine. And this is because, like Benghazi, even though I was Secretary of State and technically was in charge of that, 'I wasn't in charge of that.'"