Yes, there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
I was in the pits as well, until I saw that light.
There is so much love in that light, it totally changed me.
It changes how you see things. You are no longer afraid of death, and things that really tore you up no longer matter to you as much anymore.
9 The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world. 10 He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. 11 He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. 12 Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God— 13 children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband’s will, but born of God. John 1
That light is Jesus Christ. If he lives inside of you, then you have light inside of you.
Go to YouTube and research all the people that have seen Jesus, the light of the world.
You will notice how his light has changed them. I am one of them as well.
I hope and pray you will ask Jesus into your heart today. Search for the light.
He loves you and is longing to show you how much.
How to accept Jesus Christ as your personal Savior and Lord?
It is the easiest thing in the world. Just close your eyes, focus on him and pray something like this:
"Lord Jesus, I repent of all my sins and I ask you to wash me clean. I am sorry for all the bad things I have done and the many times I broke God's Will. Please forgive me and fill me with the gift of the Holy Spirit. I want to belong to God. I want to be adopted into his family as his child. Come into my heart. I give you control over my life. Please lead me through the Holy Spirit and make your Word real to me. Fill my soul with the peace that surpasses understanding and help me change so that I may lead a life that is pleasing to you. I want to go to heaven and I want to be called by the Fathers name. As of today I declare that I belong to you". Amen
If you do this with all of your heart you will start noticing subtle changes inside of you and step by step your life will change. I am speaking from experience.