How can I come to terms or simply kill my dad in my dream?

I was physically abused by my Father since young. I have not spoken to him in a year. Last night, I dreamt that my dad was ranging mad and hitting me with the chair, I retaliated and tried to chop off his head with a scissor but just wouldn’t fall. How can I come to terms or simply kill my dad in my dream?
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