Open your mind (but not so open that your brains fall out):
Follow the money trail to the evil.
It will lead you to...
The advertising agencies
The pharmacuetical industry
They LIED TO YOU
They want you to think you don't have enough.
It sells their products and drives the economy.
They want you to think you're not good enough.
Not cooool enough.
They made you insecure.
Big Food chemicalized the natural foods God gave us to eat. They put that poison called sugar into everything: fake sugar creates a hunger in you and makes you keep eating. It is a poisonous addictive drug that is killing you slowly.
'THINK AHEAD' they told you as a child... but think about what? You control nothing. Do not think that there are conspiracies going on... there are not: the reasons behind it all is the love of money. The only conspiracy is by them thinking how they can separate you from it.
Feel sorry for yourself, cuz no one else will?
That hook will drag you into a deep deep pit of depression. So stop thinking about you, and start seeing how you can help others. Get your mind off of you: this is morbid self obsession.
Angry? Why? Is it your 'go-to' emotion because you can't deal with people and you don't want to show them you are sad, lonely and hurt? Let it go. Anger is NOT a god... it is not protecting you... it is destroying you... ruining your life.
Forgive. All the stuff you complained about last year, you are reguritating again... like a dog returns to its vomit, you keep returning to your sin. Most things can be brushed off. For deep betrayal, or wilful wrongs against you... forgive them because you need forgiveness too....
And if you don't forgive, God will not forgive you.
All these things are lessons that Jesus taught me... just a few of countless lessons on my journey with him. Make him the Lord of your life and he will lead you too... he will protect you and set you free. He is the way and the truth and the life, and you will finally enjoy yours and be a blessing to others if you humble yourself and seek mercy from him.
God bless you on your journey.