Should I keep trying ? I know there is light.?

Through the 25 years, I’ve been through much and yet I remain to be resilient and strong but my struggles at home and porn ! Can bring me down but when I am busy those depressing thoughts don’t come as much, I did post earlier about love! But I just want your opinion who kind of must been in my shoes maybe. Been... show more Through the 25 years, I’ve been through much and yet I remain to be resilient and strong but my struggles at home and porn ! Can bring me down but when I am busy those depressing thoughts don’t come as much, I did post earlier about love! But I just want your opinion who kind of must been in my shoes maybe. Been alone despite having so many friends and no parental emotional support. Not finding a nice lady. Paying so much for counseling yet no one to appreciate me! Sometimes I want validation too. Some days i feel so positive I dance in my car and go workout and other days I feel so down and sad! Like no trust left in people !
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