What is wrong with me?Help!?

It has been 5 months after tapering off antidepressant/antipsychotic which I took for damaged nerve I have had all possible severe symptoms since than and I can´t go on any more, I am completely alone and live abroad. Anxiety, restlessness, body rocking, crying depression I can understand that but I have not... show more It has been 5 months after tapering off antidepressant/antipsychotic which I took for damaged nerve

I have had all possible severe symptoms since than and I can´t go on any more, I am completely alone and live abroad.

Anxiety, restlessness, body rocking, crying depression
I can understand that but I have not normal perception problems too, sometimes like sometthing is flooding my brain
my eyes are clear and blurry
I feel so desperate and trapped. I am losing my mind

I dont want to take any more antidepressants, after what has happend because of them, I despise them

i am so alone, so scared and I don´t trust psychiatrist anymore

Please someone halp!!
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