I’m so sorry to hear how sick you are and that your terminally ill suffering so badly. If things are that desperate try contacting Make-A-Wish organization, they might be able to make your final wish come true before you die.
If your not terminally ill and dying, how can you be “suffering” just because you don’t get everything you want the minute you want it, yes there is a severe illness that causes that and it’s quite painful, not only to the child that has it. The illness is called being “Spoiled Rotten” someone that goes into tantrums, shouts, pouts and all out is a brat because they don’t get their way the minute they want something.
Do you have shelter, food, clothes? They don’t have to be new or fashion brand, they do need to fit you and cover you modestly in order to be in school. You also don’t NEED toys, internet services - oh that’s right your parents don’t love you, don’t care about you so there’s no internet at home, no phone service, no electricity. Yes there really many children out there with working parents that don’t have modern things like electricity, running water, toilets, clothing to cover their bodies, blankets to keep them warm, beds to sleep on or food for their bellies.
Getting a pet is an earned privilege that if the parents decide your mature enough to care for it and if they can afford it then they might decide to get one. Do you have money for the vet visit and all the kittens shot series, usually around 2 to 3 days pay they get from working. Vets are not cheap and they do cost some money to be examined, answer questions and give vaccinations to the kittens as well as the medicine for the kitten. Kittens may need anywhere from 2 to 4 shots before they get their adult rabies shots. Don’t forget the price of a litter box and the changes and upkeep for the litter box, it adds opus over the months. Next is cat food, cat toys, treats for the cat, cat furniture so the kitten has something to scratch up instead of your parents hard won furnishings,. Not to mention their willingness to clean up after it because you sure won’t wsnt to pick up cat poops and change litter boxes.
Think again hoe hard and cruel your life is and then add to your post how unfair life is. By the post it shows your not ready for a pet yet no matter how much you whine.