Just because you have an appreciative eye for the colours of a landscape, the impact of a blazing dawn, or the message that you want to share with others, does not mean that you possess the ability to present its magic o that it can be shared with others. Such is the case with all personal abilities .
This does not prevent us from sharing these pleasures with others, but it can prevent us from producing an original image ourselves.
Your image presented here captures all the impact of that moment in a personal way that obviously impressed you upon seeing it. It does however lack a little of that momentary fleeting moment that often accompanies the breaking dawn. i fully understand the disappointment that can occur when a sensory moment proves difficult or even impossible to reproduce.
When this occurs it is sometimes wise to realise that such an artistic medium is not for you. The dream of spending your life creating works of art is not a very practical one, if it doesn't pay the rent, and put food on the table. Try to look reality square in the eye and consider a practical working future doing some other employment that will keep the wolf from the door. Dream worlds very rarely exist.