is it evil to hate to see people ''happy, smiling, grinning etc''?

ive had this trait for a long time now and i'm a male in my early 40's...i have mental struggles and i've endured a difficult life and thus far, never found any relationships, never had a female partner.

ive lived alone in a council flat for 14 year living a lonely existence.

whenever i see people happy in general, grinning, smiling etc - it fills me with anger and resentment and i feel angry towards them, feel like confronting them and ''kicking off'' with them.

why is that? is is because ive had to endure a difficult life and missed out on relationships? is it too late to change it?

i must admit, i do enjoy feeling like that...in general, i go around being aloof, distant to people and feeling miserable....i am a very lonely man.

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  • 6 months ago
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    no but if others see you with that attitude all the tirne then they'll stay away frorn you which encourages even rnore loneliness

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  • Anonymous
    6 months ago

    idk but get mad and green when they see me smiling, happy,content,aughing and in a decent mood and call me serious but they're the ones who is serious.

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  • 6 months ago

    sounds like you need to find a friend who can help you with your spiritual problems. you sound like you need Jesus bad dude. I hate to tell you that , but its true and you know it.

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  • Anonymous
    6 months ago

    No....I hate seeing people happy.

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