Is it evil to hate to see people ''happy, smiling, grinning etc''?
ive lived alone in a council flat for 14 year living a lonely existence.
whenever i see people happy in general, grinning, smiling etc - it fills me with anger and resentment and i feel angry towards them, feel like confronting them and ''kicking off'' with them.
why is that? is is because ive had to endure a difficult life and missed out on relationships? is it too late to change it?
i must admit, i do enjoy feeling like that...in general, i go around being aloof, distant to people and feeling miserable....i am a very lonely man.