My 16 years older brother has been bullying me my whole life, now I stood up to him and I hit him... am I a bad man?

I have never hit anyone in my life before. I'm 18 years old, my brother 35, yesterday, he was attacking me again, making me feel like I was worthless and I stood up to him and hit him in the face. I couldn't take it anymore. I know I shouldn't have hit him and now I'm questioning myself, because I... show more I have never hit anyone in my life before. I'm 18 years old, my brother 35, yesterday, he was attacking me again, making me feel like I was worthless and I stood up to him and hit him in the face.
I couldn't take it anymore. I know I shouldn't have hit him and now I'm questioning myself, because I always thought I was a nice person and now I don't know anymore.
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