Okay first of all, ramen noodles are food. It may not be ideal and it may not be what you feel like eating, but it's better than nothing. Also, so sorry you don't have things like soda that I'm sure you desire, but I'm sure you have water since you can make ramen noodles, so drink water! There are starving kids in Africa, actual starving kids who would love some ramen noodles. Perhaps you can send some to them to see what GRATEFUL looks like. Second of all, unless you are disabled, you are fully capable of mowing lawns, cleaning houses, babysitting, doing other yardwork, doing a lemonade stand, etc. to make money. Stop making excuses and start making options. It's good you want to help your grandmother out, that's awesome and i'm sure she appreciates it, but you can't help out if you're constantly making excuses for what you aren't willing to do. Like other Anonymous said, go to a food pantry.