Should I kill myself?

I'm 17 and I've never had a real friend. I always have people to talk with and hang out with but they come and go so easily. I'm also gay and hate my body, and my parents attack me for both of those things. They will never accept me and I've been sexually abused so many times that I never wanna be... show more I'm 17 and I've never had a real friend. I always have people to talk with and hang out with but they come and go so easily.
I'm also gay and hate my body, and my parents attack me for both of those things. They will never accept me and I've been sexually abused so many times that I never wanna be intimate with anyone ever again and I feel like I'm useless.
I'm lonely and useless, should I kill myself?
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