I have a healthy fear most Christians experience. The decision's God's and not mine. I pray daily, ask for forgiveness of my sins, try to keep Jesus's 2 commandments of love thy neighbor and love God, I try to be forgiving. And then I let the chips fall wherever they're going to fall.
If someone tells me they have no fear I assume they are either an atheist or a Christian that is very self absorbed, delusional, or egotistical ...because face it, we are not God, we do not make decisions for him, his criteria is laid out several times, but is often different from John 3-16....IDK< I'm letting God be God, and I'll remain his son