I’ve never gotten a red card, but I’ve gotten a yellow many times. It depends on the situation. Sometimes you feel like you don’t deserve it. Sometimes you know that the attack was risky and you probably deserved the card. I think to the player in the moment, it’s always going to feel like the ref is being unfair, but if you look back at a replay, maybe you’ll see where they were coming from. Overall, I think it feels shitty regardless of whether it was deserved and like you’re letting the team down. Being a man down sucks for sure, anyone knows that.