Only smile for me?
that day I couldn't able to fall asleep I was thinking about her all night long, it took me few days to forget her,
next time the same thing happened when I was at a store, I was with my parents, for some reason my mom and sister was scolding at me like always, I was very emotional because there were so many people there, suddenly I saw a beautiful Caucasian girl there she was sitting there looking at me, I felt very embarrassment because of my mom, she continue scolding me and that girl was looking at me, I couldn't able to make eye contacts with her, I felt very emotional when I was looking at her, that night I cried a lot,
these are few moments of love and happiness in my life
now I back and depressed in my poor country again, only few moments of love I felt