Caught with weed -- Advice?
A few weeks ago (3-4), I was at a friends house just to chill around for the night. He wanted to know if I wanted to smoke. I agreed and we went out and di a few bowels of a bong. I have pretty strong anxiety and chronic insomnia. I could feel it help me relax and actually really feel like i didn't have to worry about anything.
I picked up a few g's off him and smoked before a soccer game (performance anxiety, went from on the bench to scoring my first goal on the team and starting second half as striker) and once before a large exam (helped me to stay calm and think through the questions).
I didnt want to buy any weed that is laced, happened in my area, and decided to grow. I had plants at around 2 weeks old when my dad found the grow box and realized what they where. My mom drove over (divorced) later that night and they where both furious.
I explained how much it helped with my anxiety and I didn't want to get anything that could be dangerous. They said i was self medicating and i need to see a therapist, phone taken for 6 months, and no longer allowed to go to any friends house. I know its their house and their rules, and i feel like i really messed up. Advice?