How do you live?

I’ve been depressed for almost my entire life, been on every medicine, seen every therapist. I’ve been sober for a year and honestly I don’t care about anything anymore. I never get relief and all I wanna do is get high and sleep. I honestly don’t know how much longer I can do it. Everything is painful and I cry... show more I’ve been depressed for almost my entire life, been on every medicine, seen every therapist. I’ve been sober for a year and honestly I don’t care about anything anymore. I never get relief and all I wanna do is get high and sleep. I honestly don’t know how much longer I can do it. Everything is painful and I cry nonstop I can’t even go to college or work anymore it’s so debilitating. I’m not trying to sound super self loathy or get attention I just want someone to tell me how I cope with this cause I fear what I might do next.
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