It's great that you are reaching out for help. We are so sorry to hear that you are struggling with anxiety. Please consider using healthy coping skills such as exercising, journaling, listening to music, etc., to help you manage your anxiety.
It's so important that you reach out for support from a trusted adult such as a parent, school counselor, teacher, coach, or minister. We would suggest getting evaluated by a medical doctor or mental health professional, and getting involved in counseling. It may help you to talk to a counselor at a hotline. Know that there is help out there for you and you are not alone.
Boys Town National Hotline 1-800-448-3000, www.yourlifeyourvoice.org