I am a mind in hell, in pain, in torment, in angst ridden despair I am a blessed spirit an upright mind, a puritanical spirit, amindful eill. Given these factors to the operatives of oppression, hatefulness, tyranny, envy, malevolence and a despair that bleeds for me and against my predicative position in the grand symphony of lfe. Good is a suprem spirit perfectly beautiful right in every virtue and providence, abundant in ethics, sense and compassion. Evil theretofore is anger, rage, malcontence and an overwhelming sense of injustice, oprssion, hypocrisy.the latter factors precipitate the formers decline into the latter where mindfulness is not applied. The difference is monumental yet where the evil shadows a good in the trials of despair the distinctions becomes vaguer where good battles evil for release freedom and peace for. It's negative pessimistic malevolence. The fundamentals between good besieged by an evil goods virtue allows and the evil that maintain slugs purely to sustain its own dominion over the good is a matrix like web of intrigue deceit lies, or hypcoisty injustice, duality, and sinfulness, the differences a very obvious yet where evil has gained access to, or has attached to, or is related to by proximity the oarmeters id good and evil become vague as good is embattled to rid itself of evil well tolerated by the hypocrisy, aggression, protection of the aforementioned agajnts the ongoing tolerance by the good in us of the evil festering and caused by the sense of unfair injustice, threat, bias agents the good in favour sometimes of an evil armed to defend its privilege by echoing the despair of the good. And so time spent quite adeptly. It is within us, about is, projected by us nabdcreayed by th earthly human attachment and duality of purpose and need from the immortal liberated free minds and spirits and will. In the throes of war the differences arevmande varies by the screeching of evil when good seems to arise by its kindness, compassion and understanding. Good isn't a spiritual fortitude and evil isn't a formidable power with a fortress of evils all with a right to being. Goodnight prevails and evil reigns and shame on both for the unceasing continuity. Good will conceded defeat and evil withdraws for a while until good threatens to be a majority again, without the impetus required for the universal good to become absolute and evil cast back into its own self. Until then religious dogma, political hedgemony, cultural diffences, media preferences abide as an undulating fever that neither abates, nor cures or releases but simply festers, neither here nor there.
This mind in torment this spirit shackled by the demons this will as a Demi urge to self destruction where the will to freedomarises not in sufficient fortitude is neither free nor bound, yet weeps from the depths of it's constraints. Neither blaming others nor being compassionate to the self in suffice et measure as to find peace am deathly happiness. To begin thoughts of visionary wonder, of loving kindness, of a fiery passion and zest for life and living from the pits of apathy, despair, agonised torment We sometimes feel when overwhelmed by life, a parasital living the behive snor benefits us in any such meaningful resolute way.