My cousin is always told how beautiful she is, how precious she is to the family, how they love her, how amazing she is, even told how Beautiful she is by friends and friends of her family. Me? I’m rarely called beautiful and never been called it by family members (mum, dad, brother, sister) they never compliment me, they never say I mean a lot to them, my mum is the only one who told me she loves me, not even my own dad says it to me but he says it to my mum, neither of my siblings are nice to me, they’re nasty to me. I know I’m not beautiful, I’m average/ugly, I know I’m not precious to anyone, I know no one wants me around, but this kills me. I wish I was dead, I wish I was never even born, I pray for death but I’m ignored.