At this point orientation can mean many things. It most often includes more than basic sexual structures. I can't feel ok about anything sexual and never thought I could've later. Attractions kind of vary, it'd be nice to call myself bi. Perhaps I'm ace by some definitions since I can't feel ok about anything both real and sexual, and due to absence of any type of desires or urges. I do get the standard sexual horniness. Discomforts/confusions and horniness obligate releases from time to time due to not being otherwise stable and well regulated/healthy (to compensate the resulting instability). Perhaps I'm none for some definition, since I don't identify as any and there's no associated life direction. I'd do anything for a castration+penectomy in any case. It'd make surviving not as much of a torture most weeks.
Thank you Heathen
Oh I did say that there was attraction. It's more about repression and extreme terror. I'd say 99.9% of people don't exclusively include potential attraction/main sexual structure in 'orientation', so that's where there's ambiguity. Nevermind labels, I just was happy reading it, and really appreciate the nice gesture/attitude.