No. Sexual orientation is has nothing to do with what you view or even think about. To many people think that if you have sexual relations or to sexual acts with the same sex makes you gay. This is so far from the truth. Sexual preferences refer to sexual acts, positions, and erotic scenarios that someone prefers to have while engaging in sexual activity. The term takes into account what individuals like to do and get into sexually, not necessarily with whom they like to do it. Preferences and erotic interests can change over time, as one becomes more open or closed to certain thoughts and behaviors.
Sexual fantasies are any thoughts that one finds arousing. They can encompass anything—sexual positions, romantic encounters, body parts, clothing and shoe fetishes, even rape. Sexual fantasies aren't necessarily acted out. In fact, in many cases, they aren't..
Sexual behavior is any behavior intended to pleasure oneself and/or one's sexual partner. It doesn't necessarily reflect one's orientation. Straight men who have sex with men do so for a variety of reasons. some find sexual release with another man more accessible; some have sex with men because it's easier .
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