Slaughtering chicken?

TL;DR: How can I build up the courage to kill a chicken? So I was raised on a very modern western place and was very privileged that I didn't need to kill my own animals for food. Well, my parents immigrated here from a farm land in China. Anyway, we are visiting my grandparents and I am going to slaughter a... show more TL;DR: How can I build up the courage to kill a chicken?

So I was raised on a very modern western place and was very privileged that I didn't need to kill my own animals for food. Well, my parents immigrated here from a farm land in China. Anyway, we are visiting my grandparents and I am going to slaughter a chicken with a knife held in my hands. IDK, I feel kind of queasy thinking about it. What should I do? What did you do when you were in my position?
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