How can someone have this much bad luck in life?!!!!!?
I had the worst childhood where I had severe family problems which caused me depression through out and then that lead to severe weight gain and I had to deal with obesity.
Later on in my life nothing seemed to work with me, i failed school, I failrd univesity and now Ik working in retail. Its really tough.
I never lived a happy life, constant anxiety constant depression. In addition, my personal and relationship life was never successful either, I am so insecure about myself i never could imagine myself with someone... i hate my body my hands are so big my feet are big, i have stretch marks everywhere.. although my face is actually decent but I feel like there is so much flaws in me that I cannot be with someone.
I am 28 years old now still a virgin at this age. My family have disowned me and its really difficult my life, it honestly is not me.. I am a sweet girl that is very easy going .. but i just cannot understand how everything and everyone is always against me.. I cant deal with this anymore :( causing me serious anxiety and depression.
I feel suicidal most of the time..