I want to read over what you wrote and think about it for a while. For one, you said people who work 40 hours a week who make their own way are spoiled, and you wish pain and suffering on them. So you wish your own parent's suffer? If I'm following that logic, being "normal" is being spoiled. So being "sick" is normal and right in your eyes? Needing to rely on your parents is not being spoiled? Hey, you said it.
I was in the **** when Obamacare and the new DSM were coming out (now where's I put that tin hat)? I was there when pills were allowed to be advertised on TV, and did term papers on the effects. Over the past few decades, the powers that be have been making **** up to sell you stupid ****. Chronic fatigue syndrome is bullshit. You know how you get more energy? Do something. Did you know a major therapy for depression is to choose to have not depressed thoughts? And exercise is more effective than the medications!
In the latest DSM, just in time for Obamacare, the last one page of the book that said insurance will cover the "poor baby" issues, now has 5-10 pages of issues such as being fat and stupid and feeling bad about yourself as insurable mental disorders. They (capital "T") want you to always feel sick and sad, and blame something or someone so They can sell you more ****. And Yahoo gets ad hits as I yell at you about it. And I think you like it. It's safe in your cage you loser.
I suffer from it's hard not to kill people on a daily basis. The cure is to kill a mother ****** so they put me back in my cage. There, we get fried chicken on Sunday nights!