Because your considerations are continuously in the realm of the knowledge of good & evil. Take a break. Call out with your breath, mouth, and breathing, "Oh Lord Jesus I need You"
If you will hear my voice and receive its reality: "Jesus is the express reality of God's love for us. We need Him in His marvelous availability to us." Through His death and life imparting resurrection, His name is above every name. Just taste and see, God is good for food, drink, and living breath.