How to resolve conflict in a relationship?

I've been a complete idiot, my flaws have been messing things up but I just don't know what I'm doing, its all unintentional. I want too reach out too him and not just apologize, but also repent and recognize my flaws. He's older than me, he's although closer too adulthood than I am. He's... show more I've been a complete idiot, my flaws have been messing things up but I just don't know what I'm doing, its all unintentional. I want too reach out too him and not just apologize, but also repent and recognize my flaws. He's older than me, he's although closer too adulthood than I am. He's not my boyfriend yet because honestly I recognize only one flaw of mine, and its letting guys walk over me, I don't let them do anything bad too me but I tend too say yes, when I really mean no. I don't want too cheat on him, so I've achieved and fought that flaw, sometimes you have too put your foot down and if they get mad then its not my problem. I want too know how I can fix this. I want too let him know I'm sorry and Im repenting and recognizing my flaws, and I want too turn my words into actions, you can say anything with your words but without showing it, its only a waste of breath. He is in another state for a little bit so its gonna be tough too express how I feel over text. I just want too send him a heartfelt message because he used too love him when I sent him them when I missed him during the day. Its my turn too step up and be a good girlfriend for him, where can I start?
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