I dont know what to do with my life anymore?

recently 2 of my bestfriends passed away from a house fire, they meant everything to me but for me now i dont think i want to even live anymore and i know i wont do anything that will harm me because i dont want anyone to worry about me but sometimes i just feel like i want to sleep and never wake up again, also... show more recently 2 of my bestfriends passed away from a house fire, they meant everything to me but for me now i dont think i want to even live anymore and i know i wont do anything that will harm me because i dont want anyone to worry about me but sometimes i just feel like i want to sleep and never wake up again, also ive just been breaking down randomly and i also havent been eating as much like i still eat but i never finish my food anymore and i am just not myself anymore.. i know things will get better soon but will it?
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