I am sexually abused as a child and i am self harming now. Can anyone suggest me a way to get out of that trauma?

I am 24 year old female .I am sexually abused as a child .I remained psychologically ill throughout my life. And now I am self harming. I am scared to tell or share this. I am destroying myself .I am suicidal and now I sexually abused and harm my body myself.
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