What's the PURPOSE of my life if I'm a totally worthless woman?

If I satisfy every negative criteria for a woman: - ugly (not fat or anything, just not pretty) - Black (because no matter however ugly the White girls are people will still tell them "you're pretty", so let me clarify) - stupid - short tempered - childhood molestation victim So what should I do... show more If I satisfy every negative criteria for a woman:

- ugly (not fat or anything, just not pretty)

- Black (because no matter however ugly the White girls are people will still tell them "you're pretty", so let me clarify)

- stupid

- short tempered

- childhood molestation victim

So what should I do with my useless life now? What's the purpose of it? I don't believe in charity or helping others because noone helped me when I needed it. I am also only physically attracted to White men so it's not easy for me to date. I don't get along with other women well, and have no "parents" (never met my *father*).

I am 22 and studying. But in reality I don't have any ambitions and any interests in life

Sounds like my life has no meaning.. dying would be better, but I'm such a coward i haven't tried ending it
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