F**** your parents. I went through the same ****. They even told all my teachers in middle school that i wasnt allowed to wear makeup so if i put any on at school, theyd tell me to take it off. Your parents dont want to accept your growing up. And it sucks for you. Continue with makeup. And your videos. Practice late at night with what you have and use coconut oil and a wet towel to remove it. If you have your own money then really push them to let you stay over at your friends house (one with makeup products) see if any of your friends will sell you some of the stuff they dont use. Or if your really ballsy go food shopping with your mum, offer to go grab some items for her, run off to the makeup, buy it real quick with your money, hide it, then get what you were suppose to get. Thats what i use to do 😊 worked every time. Sorry your parents are *****. Im 18 now i left home at 16, and now i do the best makeup in my whole town. Dont give up!!!