How do I kill my feelings?

I want to numb my feelings to where I don’t care if people lambast, criticize or insult me for being totally selfish, and to where I don’t self pity myself or be tempted to create pity parties. I want to be completely emotionally dead so that I don’t constantly crave attention or for people to feel sorry for... show more I want to numb my feelings to where I don’t care if people lambast, criticize or insult me for being totally selfish, and to where I don’t self pity myself or be tempted to create pity parties. I want to be completely emotionally dead so that I don’t constantly crave attention or for people to feel sorry for me.

So, how do I kill my feelings? Don’t tell me to seek God, repent or anything like that. Just tell me how I can completely desensitize myself.
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